Compiled.

I've been gathering my thoughts and notes about the last year and how to explain the course my life took over the duration of said year.  I've, I feel, finally wrapped my head around it and grasped what, who and how to explain the episode that was the thirtieth year of my existence and the most profoundly emotional, dramatic and tumultuous times I have ever encountered thus far. Soon the mess of notes, journals, and messages from the past will compile into a melodramatic autobiography of an uprooted life.

*winter

BEsides....

Let's let the drama reside for a moment, i know most of you don't have even an inkling of what has transpired in the world of *winter, but let it rest for now. For somewhere in the mix I had a birthday... and now I'm thirty-one, and yea I changed a ton.

Have fun.

*winter

I am

"Sometimes you must step out of yourself and look back to see who you are."

-*winter

Changed.

Remember when I didn't feel any change...well,

     Change happened all right. It came, went,  came back, came back again; then stormed out saying, "sorry!" as It reeked havoc on this place called home. I learned that the only place you can call home is oneself, the  skin you're in and the mind you keep or lose. Whichever the case may be. You should put all your eggs in one basket if other baskets are subject to the control of someone else. The saying "all is fair in love and in war" is truer then not, in this day and age. Starting over only works if you're doing something different.  Most years a few things change but the general fundamentals of my life have been consistent. Until the events, those of which started a course of spiraling ups and downs, which eventually led back and forward, then round and about to this road I am now on. Which leads in a direction, of which I have no knowledge or expectation of its lay or build, but I am here upon it, traveling.

Have fun.
*winter